So basically, I 've decided to unprivate my blog.
It's like. Why hide?

Okay, I m gonna learn to organise my post.
Things I am going to talk about in the following order :

#1 IJ Challenge
#2 Principal Of Accounts
#3 Bus Ride Home
#4 The trash i spilled


#1 - IJ Challenge


If you don't feel like reading. In summary, it was excruciating.


It's Thursday. I woke up at 7AM to make sure I wasn't gonna be late today.
Had breakfast.
Headed to the interchange to queue for my shuttle bus.
Reached school at around 8.40. Leyuan bought me green tea.
Reached class at 8.45 only to find the lecturer not present.
He arrived at 9.30, so much for punctuality.
He's been telling me off every week that I have been late consistently every week by about 9-11 minutes.
Briefing and all started our project at 10am. End time 4pm.
We pretty much screwed the project up.
Vanguard sheet, pencil drawings - POSTER.
Apparently before we presented that guy said something like "It's not like I can't fail you guys you know."
I was like.. "err..okay."
Screwed up presentation, with questions hurled at us and we were lost for words.
After our group presented he was pretty pissed. Every group left immediately after they presented. As my group was leaving as our turn was over. He said, "Don't you think you guys should give the others a chance, they have the courtesy to watch your 'presentation' " My teammates went back to sit down, I just walked off. It was already like 6.15pm by then. Lol.
I had to go, Alastair was waiting for me to teach me POA for like the test tomorrow - which i should be studying for like right now?

#2 - Principal Of Accounts


Alastair covered what the teacher has been teaching since 02.12.11 till now in like 20minutes. It's fast. Roughly got the idea of it. Derek helped me touch up my basics and some other stuff abit. Thanks guys, I wouldn't know what to do tomorrow if it wasn't for their help. I pissed szemin off with my stress and stuff. :(


#3 - Bus Ride Home


I met Sarah! She's such a nice person. She always compliments me for apparently no reason. The best part is, she does it on the bus without any obligations. She says I'm someone who she is able to talk to about her stuff. Remember in my previous post? I can't give the best advice. But I would really be someone who everyone can talk to. I was pretty frustrated at the point of time, but after ranting all my troubles I feel a lot better.

#4 - The Trash I Spilt


Today, I tried to give advice. DAFUQ did I even try to that for? :(
I think I was on the right track until I swayed. I m so sorry :( I suck at this shit.
Next time, I should just shut up and listen...
That's if you ever tell me your problems again :(

I really wanted to study psychology. Not as in read people's mind. Okay maybe a bit of that would be good.
Like, if people want me to insist a certain something. If I should keep quiet and wait for you to talk.
Or just say it's okay if people don't wna share. I wish I knew what to say to comfort people. Fuck this.



Okay. This is a really really wordy post.
I spoke half my mind over here. My mind can take the other half still.
Well, I have to get off the computer and start revising for my test tomorrow.

Evening.