Wordy shit. Dont bother reading.

Consistently updating my blog everyday even if i have absolutely nothing to say. It's just like how new things always get more attention for a short period of time.

Arrived at school late today for autocad. Went for a 30minute break during lesson. And left an hour early to accompany someone to school.  #likeaboss - totally. I reached the Serangoon interchange at like 1155, she told me she was leaving home at 12. Which is kinda screwed. She told me she already had breakfast. So I ran to find the nearest 7-11 to get her a drink. I bought her a bottle of coke. Took me awhile to realise. Who the hell drinks coke in the morning right after breakfast?! LOL. I ran out of NEX to find myself lost in the middle of a couple of HDB blocks. I asked for directions from random passerbys but I couldnt get the directions as I didnt know how to describe the location to the people.  I knew I was defintely gonna miss her so I told her I was gonna meet her :/ It was meant to be a surprise. But, ohwell. Until some guy in the formal outfit told me to try the opposite site of NEX. I ran again. Somewhere inside me. I felt like i wanted to be there to accompany her. But she kinda told me she didnt want me there.. But at least she was straightforward. Oh wait, she already was. But I ignored all the texts. I tried to ask if she was free next thursday and she asked if I was free on the friday. I thought she wanted to ask me out, made me happy for a bit. Turned out otherwise. >:(

I just feel like being the kind of friend. That people would turn to when they just need someone to talk to. Or just, need company. Problem is, I don't know how. I don't know if people are cool sharing their problems or not. I don't know if i should ask them if they have problems or should i avoid that topic and talk about something else, or even not talk at all. Next problem. When people tell me their problems. I don't know how to respond to them. I suck at this shit. :(

Prolly. I haven't been exposed to this kinda situations before. But i most prolly wouldnt want to either. This is complicated. >_> I feel like getting another pair of Vans. Im gonna post a picture of it. And wonder 10 years down the road and think. Damn. This kinda shit was what i wore?! Most prolly either the one in the top left corner or bottom left.



Walked into class in the afternoon after szemin bought me cookies :) . My classmates were making a huge fuss over where I went. I don't know if what Derek said was true. It might mean something if it were true. But it's wrong. It's a mix of their guesses and whatnot. They had the most ridiculous theories. I so wanted to tell them what's going on. But I don't know if I should. Well, school ended with a presentation which the teacher didn't seem to pleased with, he asked me to stop talking. He wanted us to skip a few of our slides. And we didn't seem to have a conclusion. Yeapp. Now I'm home and I have lessons at 8 tomorrow. I guess Imma sleep early tonight :/ Pretty long a post eh? Lol. I wonder how many days could I keep this up for. 

Cheers.

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