[09.06.12]
[02.08am] I guess this is it love, 3 days. I hope I am able to take it. My heart shattered from the painful truth from the phone call. I just want you so terribly. But I'm just afraid to tell you. No matter what I say, I just don't want to lose you, no matter what. I don't want you just to stay for the time being, i want you to stay forever. I don't want you to be with me just because I'm having a rough time, i want you to enjoy the rainbow with me too love, I want you.

[02.17am] Goodnight love.

[11.08am] Woke up with a text from you :) makes me happy. Should I reply? And I'm late! Meeting russell at 12. Meeting rayen at 2.30. DAMN! I'll deicde on the train, thonk bout it later!

[11.11am] Seems like i can't help it but still text you, i guess, just texting won't harm anything riggght..? :/

[03.20pm] Got the job! Not sure whts going on, just wna call you so badly and tell you about it babe.. :/

[10.06.12]
[12.12am] Been a long day babe. So much on my mind, so much to tell you about the job thingy, it's kinda complicated. I guess, on my part, i was really being selfish today. But i had to be. I just want to talk to you babe. I want to tell you about my day love. I want to tell you how my gym session with rayen went. I want to tell you what I had for dinner. I want to tell you the only time of th day i didn't think of you. I want to talk to you so badly, you wouldn't even reply me. I so wanted to like pick up the phone and just dial your number right now love, just until i saw your tweet babe. Until right now. I guess, you wouldn't want to talk to me.. Alright. I just don't want to think about it anymore. I'm heading in..

[11.55am] Woke up with a dream, you and I were texting. That's all. Must I even dream about it? What is going on. Fuck this.

[12.03am] My babe has her plans cancelled. Should I call her? Should I text her?! I really want to! Well, I'm going to.

[1.41pm] What am i doing?

[2.10pm] I don't care. I'm doing what I want to. I'm doing what makes me happy.

[2.30pm] I guess, that didn't go too well. 😔 I miss you so badly babe. I just want to hold you. I just want to hold on to you. Hug you. Fuck all this shit.